Lovesong to a young woman who will be the mother Goddess and will soon give birth to what is absolutely going to be a lightningshaft of a human. And open letter to the left.
Lovesong to a young woman who will be the mother Goddess and will soon give birth to what is absolutely going to be a lightning shaft of a human. And open letter to the left. and those activists that remember long form, from the pre-meme before befores and actually calling ror physically protesting rather than scrolling, yourself like coffe-spoons, by clicking or circle-jerking about samhällsförfall and your own clarity of eyes as you have each other so deep down your throats that its vision and not sight. Those that remember marching.
Please come up for breath and separate between the fool here writing and the fact that three people now died (in four months) and I am doing a very big thing by breaking my secrecy and crossing very strong and fundamental lines of integrity. By posting pictures of Ann-Sofi in room 1015 Markplan B, Attendo Råbyvägen, Uppsala. That the anger that came out after I, on my new boss request, started writing down what I had tried to alarm on individually, is no joke. That I stand alone, as a working-class laborer in a core-area of Swedish society and alone without help, have warned my boss first, and after five weeks no response, the national board and styrelse, IVO, facket and, via email, the family members of the patients or clients involved. That is no joke. I liked the peace and quite of seven night on and off and have enough for a cup of coffee. Unknown if the let me quit on the spot and pay me or not.
So here a lovesong to an old friend in which I ask a pregnant woman to read all’a this, beg her to contact the whole wild savage garden of the Black Flag and activist left, wish her a rubber pussy, thank her for using her son, a really cool kid for an academic paper presenting the most terrible terrorist act I could imagine (Pre-Gaza and as response to not a single politician addressing muslims in sweden openly and straight; an act easily performed for the cost of some lighter fluid and a lighter. And Explain that I may joke but am broke and dream of a single stranger sending a Swish in support of my Tungotal Podcast or act of whistleblowing. If I manage a cup of coffee and the rent I WILL continue uploading Tungotal Podcast, hopefully exponentially better produced (I learned to voice-over yesterday :) .. Send a donation so I don’t feel so damned alone, and I will also start producing a weekly 1, 1,5hr interview Under Inga Hårda Händer i Välfärden Podcast.
A podcast where I, simply and without weird radio-voice or focus on scandals, interview a different person involved in care, in Sweden. Mahien from Syria, Astrid from Skutskär, Attendos VD, Adeel from Palestine, she with the scary ex, he with the three nationalities and secrecy around a past in Mali, that Dutch guy or that old psychologist.
About their own human background and story. The running in former Jugoslavia. Becoming Swedish or trying to. The world today. What gives them hope or whatever else they feel we that listen should hear. Interview that fancy lady from Söderhamn who tells me Olof Palmes spirit is telling her that, I, Alexander, shall be given Attendo, the company, but ONLY, only if I would teach mathematics to a nice kid colleague called Muhammed. I know no Math. He had no exams a’comming. Who knows what Olof want? :)
I would bet my life that she, this lady, would be seen as the winner in each and every political debate in Sweden 2024, with each and every of the current parties and Fi (Vote Fi!)’s representative and youth parties verbal and strategic talents.Like Borderlines meeting two friends they keps seperate, PR media managed trained people, ‘are’ nothing but projection. The lady I think about, may not know the year and may believe she is honest and thinks she is loved by her trangely still living parents so much younger than herself and she is popular and rich and needed.
She is also deeply grateful.
And only talks hope.
She will, in each debate, crushing every fake and projected ‘persona’, because she speak ONLY of solving things. Together. She would be the only politician of note that would be getting paid for actually trying to solve ‘things’ (She never remembers subject and object. An amazing human that needs better care, though she would find a radiant fact in Rafa, Gaza today and charm that gate open. ). Gotta go now, but Åhland, Olle, Afa… C’mon!! Old people are people too! ;p
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Here’s the lovesong to my friend and update of my whistleblowing.
Lovesong to Hannaleh, parents that read to their kids and librarians.
Thank E for inspiration and let him know the diff tween hypothesis and life and let him know theres and uncle he may never meet but, if he keeps my number and name(s), ALWAYS is welcome to suddenly show up, starving teenager or young man on a whim. Fristad utan frågor. Till dem som står honom närmast liksom. Like absolut som Gustaf skulle mena det. The friend of your childrens friends can go fuck themselves though 😜 Anyway, I needed to take off days and have still that whole mental illhealth on me and in my stagefright, but am going to churn out actually awesome podcasts and hopefully get my Attendo thing (NO ONE YET!!!!!) out in media. In worst case I’m calling press and am going to publically press charges on my own breach of care staff contractt so atleast my whistleblowing becomes public record and hopefully examined.
Is it the press needed to divide up my long text and quite different and serious scandals?
Or have we collectively lost the ability to engage or retain or even ’see’ longform??
What do you think?
The one thing is scarier than the other.
Hug to you and whatever happens with me, I’m kinda protective of my young and the young of those I love. If we hang more than twice or not. You both, individually have deep meaning to me.
May your pussy be made from gummi and your hips heal by the overflow of stemcells from a kid that is a nice syskon and sees clear but finds magic in life. And you sleep amazing after that whole primal shit. Be good to yr man anyway and let him know that I still have good fatherhood shit to tell him, if he ever wants to. I’m playing the long game with all autists and G is but a one 🤘🏻🖖🏻❤️ Hope E is aware and loves his new sister!!
Already proud of you, Hannaleh. So would Adam be and Gus if he’s busy being Gus. Hope you become (you both but you as a woman) part of my kids lives because it would be to their good fortune.
Now diatribe against capitalist pigs with NO one listening 😕 But I do reccomend doing your weird or fanatical shit in such a way that all the projects and the whole insulting the world, is and are fun and include sex and fun facts and whatever you, I, Eyvind edecide to lie or change our thoughts about seven times before breakfast.
I’m trying to have fun too but this Attendo thing is a very heavy note to whistle.
Want my kids to know it is a damn lie and the don’t have to but they CAN try and should NEVER bow to the people I describe, never let the confederacy of dunces and agents of average touch meaning and language. Their words hurt to fucking repeat.
No one reads.
My ’art project’ like Blindboy BoatClub, my honorary and firt named Magister Ludi, whose podcast IS and explicit ongoing longform and uses podcast and audio to present and create and ongoing podcast novell, literary intent in supelongform, is long form.
Anti easy to explain. As its point.
The extreme rambling in my ’letter to the public’ IS the point and my QUEEN PETTY satisfaction.
That, after 20pages of WHAAAAAAAAT THHHEEEE FUCK?! The Attendo Bosses that were just finding out their names and absolutely internal bombs were posted online.. By some artist or flipped out psycho?
That after 20min, and you know how carefully the guilty read anothers diary cause man is man? all those people that did not care enough to help, listen or even make rather than bleed money (the weirdest thing!!!) , HAD TO and now (in text directly adressed as lizzards) HAVE my friend J’s(Johan, den psykotiska psykologistudenten, of course and a true story) nuttsack in their brain. Tonight, when they go to sleep. Unavoidable and hopefully with a migrane.
Hanna. I’m writing so much to entertain you in case awake or long isolated like a fat whale but probs that whole bipolar mad mother shit?? Hope not btw and have no idea. Just imagine I’d feel fat as fuck and sweating’d be a bitch. Be safe and double check shit. Josef knows what freaks also work in healthcare and just rationall double checking and obeying the nurse when she guids you.
So hope you quite reading in case my shit tires ya. It tires everyone but no one ever ’hears’ the holy fool for mistaking solemnety as a measure for seriousness.
No one has even published in media and they have their Bolagsstämma den 24 and have had time to have meetings and estimate and rewrite and prepare a common narrative as my power grows weaker.
Why? I really think more people will die and are being actively mistreated.
You remember having politics? I need them back. The band! Olle och Åhland, SKULLE LÄSA om du enbart tipsade och gick i Borg för att det är värd läsa och behövs omedelbart politiskt o medial uppmärksamhet. Alex kan förese med nummer till berörda, personal som görna vill prata, och nog nya saker att lätt utreda (påtvugna övergrepp m gvå personal, eviga liggsår o fyra död av svält eller vattenbrist på 4mån, senaste fyra dagar sen o det är inte hon jag postar om. Om dem NÅGONSIN vill kicka kapitalet så är det här och nu dem måste köra. Pratar enbart med han från Svarta Tråden Podcast eller i typ FRA eller vafan allt radikalt vänster har som tidning. Men vill helst fokusera på annat. Kommer att polisanmälla mig själv (hahaha, tortera Alla genom att företräda mig själv, intervjua mig själv som visselblåsare men också som ansvarige utgivare samt frilans journalist o medlem av journalistförbundet…. Kommer dra fram en hel ny sak eller video ju längre det inte blir något och ge upp efter självanmällan (kanske får en neh, det går ej).. Taggar ner ifall men fortsätter nog m apodcast och böcker.
Men söka jobb och ha råd m hyran är för fegisar och posers bland oss m hjältekomplex 🫶🏻
So hoppas det först går bra med er. Men snälla sprid. Update på bloggen.
Och Nej.
Jag kommer inte skilja min egen babbel ifrån materialet.
Min babbel är och har en poäng. Att jag trappar upp i intensitet, egen problematiserande samt vrede samt avslöt min siste brev till lokala cheferna (innan min omedelbara uppsägning) med att jag, m skäll, kände mig nu direkt mobbad och aktivt negativ behandlad av min chef och hörvid sjukskriver mig (sökte semester med) för skadad axel samt icke KUNNA en våning jag, som sista mobboffer (buhuu höhö) nu varje dag bokas till samt fristanmälls på, trotts jag ber i skrift o via rätt kanal om tid att vila skadad axel som arbetsplatsskade rapport skrevs om sista natt jag jobbade (otur) att få en introduktion på ny våningen men att jag INTE FRISKANMÄLLDE MIG. Hon gör det ändå. Jag vet att hon ska. Vecka innan fick någon skäll för man MÅSTE FRISKANMÄLLA SIG.
Så att kollegorna som tror att jag kommer och är frisk, börjar hata mig och är tvungna att beordra in folk. Som får mig som most sin vilja friskförklaras dagligen, se ostabilt ut där jag bad om hjälp. I mina kollegas ögon. Pallar inte med sånt och uppskattar inte mobbning av folk med PR avdelningar eller flottilla. Unfair, liksom.
So Hannaleh. Be safe an strong and all the good things. And, if you read and ’understand’ at least my very openly not servile (cause what the fuck ä, bro?!) tone and you can make your black flag friends READ AT LEAST THE GIST AND SCROLL TO THE PICS AND GO ’Wait, those are REAL people? Here? Vinst i Välfärden?
The actual document is like arather easy BA student article
The other one even has numbered chapters!!!!!.
They end with pictures for the lazy.
P i c t u u u u r e s
Like the one of the man that died of lack of water (cause that would cost too much?!) four days ago. In Uppsal, under Attendo. As both media and IVO and Attendo know.
ANOTHER ONE!!!! Am I crazy or is that strange???
Ask ppl to conciously look past the clown and at how annoying long things are.
But this shit, at Attendo and Structurally, just is not an easy meme. It is society and a lack of you and I. Not ’just’ capitalism or Reagan.
So hope you get that I write and most documents I write, I do with intention, both the affect, the period between one whistle and the other, IVO, facket, min upplevde mobbning och upplevde gå i väggen och av mobbning hellre än ändring eller uppskattning. Cause, I’m not a lawyer, but I do know that it is probably very good that I have never become one.
So read this letter as a card with Hey, don’t do gender reveals because I’ll become the media and will cancel you in return, may she have ten fingers to roll everybodys heart around and may she never need to be other than congruent to who she is.
And the other layer: only if you have time on your ass, the sudden desire to, or even just agree, understand and are willing to help. Even Olle and Åhland. Because I could stand in front of Olle holding a dying lady and he’d not see me and I’m ok with that, but left needs causes and, in return, I’d happily off any first interview to radical left media. I may wanna wear a Folkes Livs plastic bag over my head, but that another thing.
Blog is updated and new pods are coming and, I hope, will make you smile as you teach your daughter to swim. I’m finishing the coolest childrens book (scariest too) EVER so I’m giving that instead of stuff because I’m broke for also realz. How do clowns beg? Or say a serious thing, if the schmink don’t wash off.
Now an article and two pods. Ivano taught me to layer audio files yesterday. Evry detail takes so much time.
Your input is welcomed, btw! Let Åhland and that hoody nice kid and Olle and Kalmars know and add pol from kåren, former fuck buddies, proffessors in Psychology…. Its been four days of SILENCE!! One new one died! Media is collectively silent. Where an arab kid with a bong or Eddie caught riding the doctors bicycle, a teacher masturbating by the E4 (Twice and a hero of mine, but still) are always worth a journalists time to waste on. A moose on the track or tweet sent by Ebba Bush.
Fuck Ebba Bush, or at least her populist false care and vinst i välfärden!
Please ask ppl to read and act, they help A LOT by calling UNT and Tv4 Upland and HONESTLY BUT YES PLEASE UPPRÖRD, Insistera att detta med att Uppsala Attendo vårdtagarens privata information har lagts upp online www.huijserius.com och att det ÄR FÖRJÄVLIGT men också detta med fyra svältande människor och matbesparing och pågående övergrepp mörkläggning mobbning medverkan till annans död samt en stupiditet som jag själv nästan faller för så bedårande den är…
Uppmana aktion och ange gärna att en holländare som has raised the black flag, behöver SWISH donationer för visare aktioner. Ser till att det hänger en lång regnbågs flagga på domkyrkans högsta spira i retur för offentlig stöd som arbetarklass visselblåsare som står framför en tyst media, vägrar ge sig, larmer om viktigare än dem flesta andra artikler om Uppsala idag, som angår alla, föräldrar, mormor, klanerna, Moderaterna eller politiskt flintskalliga.
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Ska se om detta sms i sig inte är ett finnt uppdaterad präktexemel av denna långtrådiga utforkning a lens och perspektiv och form.
Multitasking, liksom.
Så Hannaleh som ska få en flicka och redan mirakulöst skapad liv en gång i fina alerta superhälsosamma förstfödda E, som var inspirationen bakom ett brev om Paludan. Nu en röka men ett brev till dig, färgad av samtid och weird, att läsa helt om tiden går långsamt.
Bifogar en suverän musiklista som A, min äldste son fick till hans 18års dag.
Med all respekt till J eller den där språkbegåvade maken, så älskar jag dig djupt som människa, och J, med en, en med allmänheten jämfört egen unikhet av mening och kärlek. ’S long’s he’s good and ya call me to tittietwist him long before any losing or givin’ up.
Be strong lady Tristkvist och kram till J och hälsning from farbror eller morbro Alex/Michael/Huijserius
Swish 0790558544 I’ll open mail etc when I’ve slept and finished what I set to finished (this letter is shameless but enjoyable procrastenation from audo—hate own voice —-haha, did you think of the world ’karma’? Yeah.
Two weeks of tryin for a revolution and then, if nuttin, I’ll calm down, get a jobb, save money.
Look so forward to meeting your kids! So few people that SHOULD get children. Anna Pekka Mellergård, Göran och F*** S, Thomas Birgitta Lindbjer.. And you know what illustrates my point?
That it is those couples children that are the other ones I have that strong feeling about!!
Anna and Pekkas Rebecka, Josef and my kids new platspappa Jonathan, Göran och Febes Hanna, Josef och Rakel, Thomas och Birgittas underbara John och Stefan. All deeply Christian and you and me might propagate another way of worshipping as you eat that cake and have it.. Those kids are the others I think about as amazing parents that make you happy for the world to hear you are making more off :)
Kristina Almby och vem hon än väljer. Faroogh Hassan if he conquers his demons.. Me with the right human.
Parents BOTH to their kids as well as IN their society. Takes a village, though some are hedonists, some belastad in i märgen, some such respectful humans. All read for their children and all see society as a village, as parents. Readers that build and help thinking and create badasses 🔥🤘🏻
Brist på såna.
Också en föd sexpositiv stråland mänska.Josef Schönbäck med rätt partner!!! Christina Hillheim, Electra K… Marie och Ahrling, People that are either sincerely religious or dedicated to another form of actual living. What they have in common is that they read for their children. Much more and it would make one of the most interesting parties ever if these people were gathered
Ni två är en sån kombination av människor som får starka barn och vi behöver inte fler idioter.
Så med brasklapp att deras tonåringsår eller liv kan vara skärvare och mera intensiv än average..Who wants and easy boring child, liksom. E är ju mera balanserad än hela Gottland tillsammans 🙂
A lovesong to the children of the teller of tiger fuckkng weirdoes, true and real Gottland aristocracy and pain, and his beautiful partner, now The MotherGoddes, about to give birth. A friend that both kept the style and hasn’t given up and struggles together with another who thinks it is a secret to anyone that the demons he actually conquers, were done so in silence and with his soul as a hammer.
I’m so happy for the two of you existing!
Real friends that are also symbols to me. But a few of the freaks and poets and decadently suicidal and always so incredibly well read and dramatically beautiful, left in a town I moved to and in so many ways grew up in, lived in under such different circumsatnces, yoga group te ceremony peace group active kid but young Christian married and soon father, only hanging with Metalheads, not able to tolerate groups, behind glass
’In’ the story divorced and learning to socialize for the first time in my life, from insane falling in love to dancing on roofs and making all the mistakes of priviledge..
To abusive marriage and my friend Hanna T. once laughing (no pain intended) and sponteaneously remembering ”It was like you had no honour/dignity left when you came back”… I didn’t. Took awhile.
To a, now five years since bunkerrave, total dedication against status quo and to a relentless use of my life to fucking get it.. As I write.
And all this shit. Cause I’m using tone, affect, not being a lawyer, styrelsen thinking they had the three normallly required months, 48 later media, 24 later alla anhöriga till berörda och börja en ny karriär på 24timmar …
It all became SERMONS, hun. Someday after becoming a mother and all those days of future, I would love to ask you to listen like Thom Bombadil or, a hoped outcome, like Aragorn reminding Gandalf not to look back, like Orfeus, or Lot.. Crazy intelligent human company in quite lobely days. The silence of introverts is better peace than any.
What the fuck is a self problematized but ’handled’ and productive OCD expressing Thruth and The Way and solutions on EVERYTHING in sermons, called? Hanna?
Pffff.
I said it was a loveletter to you and your family and yours. Ida and Adam and Åhland and me and others that matter, including everyone with a womb. We pause and howl back in respect. Use our strength! But it was also words to entertain a friend, in case she was restless and in case thinking about other shit helps.
S**** was so healthy for me and my broken hearts. I’d cry in deep animal frief and break and tell whatever and she’d ask if I thought the queen of England was in charge of The Illuminati. In the worst case, this letter becomes that.
But if y’re not to a’boomer and have the time. Hanna people do NOT respond to a Black Mirror scary degree! Interesting but needs to halt and be remedied. Help a brother out and spread!
So an update, a begging, a asking a former activist for help, now or when healed or never, but by writing those that would listen in Black Flag or even DS and Adam or his bloody grannie. Kåren, juristerna, en polis eller två m oskyldiga frågan (men får man anklaga andra för tredje grads mord eller pågående övergrepp, herregud?!!;) Skit i 1sta Maj och hjälp med detta som du kan för det är en tidsfråga till dem har allt tyst och mig munkavlad eller klandrad för annat.. Also, an old person WILL DIE AGAIN AND SOON
In Uppsala
Under Attendo. This year!!!
Because life is absurd. Because four of six is silly.
Would five be enough? Fin fem fel?! Vem tycker detta borde vara värd Attendos krav på uppluckring och omförhandling av våra fackliga rättigheter?
C’mon, årsstämma den 24!!!!!! Åhland? Minns han långtext och seperera mellan artist, weirdo och vad som faktiskt påstås? Han, snyggingen Rafael!! Han KAN LÅNGFORM. Snälla tippsa honom om fil kan fås efter insta vänskap eller ord från dig eller The Happy hooker.
Now to work. ’We are the freaks’ in my ears.
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Jag har en underbar smak, luv. True story ;) Dessa par jag nämnde,jag sett deras barn växa upp och bli precis resten av dem jag har på min egen lista av dem. You two and four are amazing. Never doubt that.
Love,
Alexander Buhnevici
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